I went to the mall today. Apparently, there is something wrong with my X chromosomes because I avoid the mall at all costs. I'm devoid of the "female shopping" gene. In fact, I don't remember the last time I went to the mall. No -- it wasn't at Christmas. It had to be way before that! (To pay for Christmas this year, I got a part time, seasonal job at Barnes and Noble. So, practically everyone, with very few exceptions, got something I could pick up there. The pay could be better, but the discount was really nice!)
But, a friend is having a birthday soon and I hadn't run across anything yet to get her. (No, luck at the mall either! Which means I may have to go back and look some more or think of something creative.) Shopping for me is a sprinting event. First, you need to know exactly where you are going. Second, you devise the plan as how to get there and get out. Third, you only look at the things that jump out and bite you! Unfortunately, that technique doesn't always work.
I was walking briskly through Kohls, scanning things. A high pitched little voice exclaimed, "Hi!" I slowed and realized that the tyke in the stroller was talking to another woman who was passing. She yelled, "Hi!" again to the woman. As I neared, she shouted, "Hi!" to me as well. "Hi! Hi! Hi!" Being an all around kid-friendly person, I slowed and smiled and said, "Hi, there!" This delighted her. She turned to watch as I passed -- yelling her greeting. I waved and smiled.
Really, she was irresistible. Who could not respond to such a friendly greeting?
But it got me to thinking. I wondered if she will always be the kind of person who is the first to say, "Hello!" or if something will shift as she grows up. Honestly, I hope it doesn't.
I don't know that I was ever the kind of child who would go through a store cheerily shouting, "Hi!" I was pretty shy and reserved and didn't do much to call attention to myself. But I wish I had been that kind of child and I definitely wish I was that kind of adult.
Here is a question for you. Are you the kind of person who is always the first to say, "Hello" or are you the kind who waits to see what the waters hold? That is to say, the kind who waits for another to initiate.
I am the later. As I've thought about it today, I think it is largely fear based. There's less rejection if I don't "put myself out there" by saying, "Hi!" I think it also shows more of a concern with my comfort than yours. Who wouldn't want a friendly greeting?
With awareness comes responsibility. So, I guess I need to work on my friendly "Hello" for tomorrow. Who knows what will come of it when I am willing to risk and willing to put someone else's comfort ahead of my own? I think it is what God is calling me to.
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Funny you should mention this...I did it just tonight. I had a choice...duck into the aisle or speak. I chose to speak and it was nice. I started to duck, something...maybe God said, "Don't."
It's a good question. I have two modes. When I'm by myself, out in public, off-the-clock, I am reserved and wait for another person to initiate. But when I'm in the "ministry" mode, I make myself initiate -- that would be when I feel I'm responsible to reach out. For instance, if there's someone new in front of me in church.
What I need to do is be more comfortable being in the outgoing mode all the time. Somehow, though, if when I was in Kohl's last night (you and I are living in parallel universes) I lurked in the racks and said "Hi" to the passing women, I don't think they would have thought it cute. Just a thought.
I hate the mall too!
I tend to be the later as well.. and think I need to change that...
Idea Guy has a point about a grown man lurking in the racks and saying "Hi!" Kids can do that . . . .
But, the entire initiation thing is where I struggle.
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